"We hide behind sheets of words and sometimes find comfort on wearing them proudly. I have unbowed my bloody head with the things I have killed and revered what I have immortalized. I will continue to shield, maim, murder, pine, ponder and slave over the very words that force itself out of my body but leave its hand clutched on my still beating heart."

-Darrel Pobre

Thursday, December 19, 2013

Archimedes' Principle


I tilt you towards me
and you breathe heavily against my face
your smooth, white porcelain skin
smelling of warm cocoa
after a night of restless, shallow swimming

My neck is a bottle waiting to be shattered
against a ship's maiden voyage
and I lose myself even before 
french-kissing the salty sea air
a slippery swooning swan song 

You run through me 
like fingertip-toeing, piano-playing
stone-skidding on water surfaces and I half-shut my eyes
to sensitize your tactile intrusion
into my soundless morning

The fishing poles have all the baits
but reeling them in might be a little
more trivial than lifting the anchor
out of its watery grave

The dock groans another tired warning
wood on wood on nail and wood and sea
My eyes cloaked on sails, knots being
untied and so the tilting and swishing
and chopping begins 

the dance of drowning.

10:15 AM
December 20, 2013

Thursday, December 12, 2013

AIR DRIED


Inkwells dry up when stand fans
decide not to glance over their shoulders
they stare long enough to gather dust
on corners and every small thing
that bears no weight fall off the gray
grand desk
receipts, business cards, old letters
sometimes pens that roll on their bellies
headless without their caps
skydiving ceremoniously on the floor

some soft bound books may attempt
to breathe a few pages
against the force of the stare
but like dead fish, they just murmur uneloquently
still, no words come to wet parched papers

somehow the nearby wall will soon
give in, out of self-consciousness
and mounted images will shift uncomfortably
until there is nothing left but
the constant movement of air filling
your breath, no empty space to fill 


unflinching, purposive, 
these blades watch, without looking.

7.41 PM | December 12, 2013 | Thursday

Thursday, November 7, 2013

When Wet


Rain water is running between pavement cracks
pooling on gutters and trailing along windshields
on raincoat folds, blurring words on newspapers
and staining dust into mud
caught in the wind and drawn by the urge to
thin out in gravitational abandonment 

The map lines they leave are just obvious trails
of liquidations, all those evaporated heat
condensed and precipitated solitude 
we know too well where drops fall down from
darkly cradled far too long
only to race back to anything close to 
the same cloudy embrace

so they come down filling up palms, tin cans, 
dried up fish ponds and abandoned fountains
seeking space to occupy like all matter long to be
wherever they can slither in their
mercurial form into shapes and surfaces
to define them with a purpose
of more than just being slippery when wet.


9.42 PM
Nov. 7 2013

Sunday, September 8, 2013

In-betweens


you know how it is

the in-betweens
the interims
the learning curvature
of wanting and needing
and unwanting some more

of missing something 
you've never known

the breaths held
the fingers crossed
the coin-tossed wishes
the wisps of thin candlestick smoke
blown out from birthday cakes

of things we thought we can't live without
and still we breathe a little better now

the sleeps, between wakes
the pause between breaks
the split second sighs
of resignation or relief
that follows the tragic comedy

of knowing the unknown
or waking to the familiar truth you've known all along


Aug 29, 2013

Short cat


she licks her wound in
small, round, clockwise
concentric circles

the scabs have dried into
cold volcanic surfaces
rugged, rusty,  ribbed and rough

a river hardening
in summer, burnt frozen
in place where lakes turn into mud

earnestly, she traces every nook
crevice, flesh on hardened flesh
wet moist tongue flicking on air-dried crust 

as if making out a letter
or tracing out a line or a quote
to make sense from all this french kissing

3:35 PM

Ants


ants have been frantic
gnawing on wet shirt sleeves
you can hardly see these scented lines
they follow, an invisible trace

they disappear on earth tone paisley sheets
silently defying gravity on tumbleweed walls
second-storey floors are no feat
when flood water drowns the moist ground

the heat fishes them out in a frenzy
of finding moisture, almost reaching the sky
one or two wards off the path in missionary search
for sugar maybe, and a congo line builds after

lying in bed, once or twice, you feel the distinctive sting
on the soft folds of your arm, scratching off the itch
only to be reddened in blistered annoyance
for something so small to cause this much sensory commotion

Sept. 08, 2013
3:09 PM

Monday, August 5, 2013

Not a Touch Typist


we move our fingers when we creep in shadows
without realizing we hit key strokes
sometimes we sit comfortably on space bars
and long pauses are born in exponential succession
without us meaning to
before the next syllable slicks its way sidewards
finger tiptoe-ing even when the caps lock is on
all this careful crawling becomes a silent scandal
of symbols above the number line
appearing with the simple press of the shift key
words are magnified by ampersands and pound signs
and asterisks, compounded by exclamation points
that bleed carbon fingerprints for every
single misstep or touch
the dark hardly hides anything from what we know
of where we've been skimming
and the things we say even without opening our mouths
we click our tongues to hide the sound of our backspacing

4:49 PM
Aug. 5, 2013